‘The need to be honest, willing and open-minded’ by Rosie

rsz_cardiff_sightseeingEveryone needs a guide in life – for no one can be judge in their own case. We all need to have someone in our life we can totally trust – and none more so than the alcoholic seeking recovery.

I came to understand through being around others like myself, from listening to them and hearing their personal stories of recovery, that such a person was required – a sponsor – to guide me through the 12 Steps, the Programme that has brought thousands of people into recovery.

Through listening to these people, I began to get an idea of what the 12-Step Programme was about and of the important part it played in the daily life of the recovering alcoholic.

After about two months, I felt I had found the right person. A person who was several years sober, had completed the 12 Steps and was using the programme in her daily life and who I had got to know and felt I could relate to.

She agreed to be my sponsor. I can remember feeling excited about starting the 12 Steps with her because I had been witnessing the positive change it had made in the lives of others – and I really wanted that for myself.

We arranged to meet. I remember it was a lovely sunny day and we sat outside drinking coffee and chatting. She talked about the relationship she hoped we might have with her as my sponsor and she shared about the positive relationship between her sponsor and herself.

She told me she would do everything she could to support me and that I could trust her and turn to her for help at any time. The relationship would be caring and guiding, but ultimately I had to take responsibility for my own recovery and I had to take the action myself to make it happen.

I can remember thinking how unusual it felt to be asking for and accepting help from another person because that was something I never did. I was surprised how right it felt and how good I felt about it.

She put me at ease about the work we were embarking on and said that the most important things I had to remember were to be willing to do what was suggested, to be totally honest with myself and others, and to be open-minded.

She said if you could have solved the problem with your head you would have, so now try something different. You do not have to understand why something works in order to get the benefit of it so just keep an open mind and do it. It was important that I become teachable – a further lowering of my pride was required!

She said there was a pace to the steps, that the work was not a ‘big deal’, and that I should not regard it as such. It was a simple programme of suggestions – just remember to be willing, honest and open-minded.

Love and prayers, Rosie

Comments

  1. Bash O'Khana says:

    So True… Human beings are meant to connect with others but Alcoholics and addicts definitely need it to save their own lives or the alternative is isolation,hopeless and loneliness. I need another person in recovery to step out of my own distorted irrational impulsive thinking to get a better perspective of reality…I need suggestions and encouragement to put action in…I have an illness lacking in courage and distorted thinking and having a sponsor gives me faith and courage to put action in. You are right to say that we dont need to understand why something works…it just does. If we could do it on our own we would have…but together WE can.
    Thankyou

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